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16, Bitches!
Yo! Hey! Sorry that I've been lacking of updating this blog but ... ya' know .. I'm busy. School's started and since next year SPM will come rolling, I'm working my hardest this year. I mean, look. I don't wanna fail in SPM so yeah.

Anyway, remember PT3?

Well, good news is that .. I got 6A's! Yeah, thank God and all.

Also, I got the class I've dreamed of.

4 Azam.

Hell yeah!

I'm so happy! I love it so much!

What course am I taking you ask?

Well, diary or--blog, since you're interested, I'm taking on pure science. <3

Yes, you heard me well. PURE SCIENCE.

I'm literally loving that class! It's a blast to be in there. I mean, the teachers are great and I'm doing well with my friends .. so yeah.

So yeah .. sorry that I didn't write so much this time but I gotta go. See you later, diary. love ya!

Oh and also, I just recently celebrated my b-Day! It was on the 11th of January! Yeah! Happy Belated Birthday to me! Hihihi. Ok. Now I'm really going. Goodbye. I'll write later soon, in shaa allah.

The hurting girl was trying her best,
Not to frown nor to be sadden,
By everything she went through,
But even so she promised,
She knew nothing was guaranteed,
As emotions never fail to attack,
From deep down in her crocked heart.

- Izzy R.


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Back Ya'lls!
Hey guys! It's me and yeah, I'm back. After that long trip to Johor, I'm back! It was loads of fun and I honestly had a blast. Like, omg it was awesome! I had so much freedom. It was kinda nice to be free .. but whatever. I'll get my freedom soon anyway. I can't wait when I'm 17 where I can drive in my own damn car and like, shop and have a blast going out with my BFF. Oh yeah, and when I was at Johor, my BFF and I spent a hella lots of time together, like we were stuck together.

We had our fights and angry moments but come on, dude .. who doesn't? There were times when I wanted to just punch the hell out of her but meh, when we got to our agreements and apologized and stuff, everything turned out tremendously.

I loved everything and I wished I could go back but .. oh boy. I can't. What a shame. Nevermind. Maybe one day I hope we'll be like that again. Anyway, the ones that I've been hanging out with since going there besides my BFF were unexpected. Like,  I went along with my admirer, 3-4 guy friends.

We were always together at Legoland. Never did I imagine going out, hanging around with them but in my saying, its was perfect. Like, I loved every moment we spent with each other.

We even ate and hang out at night with each other, bruh! Like, awesomeness! Then, I went to a karaoke with my BFF. It was hella amazeballs. Just, you know- I don't get to pick a lot of songs and honestly that was a bit of a downer. But that's fine.

We watched a movie but uh, it wasn't fully OUR night I guess cause .. we couldn't finish the movie because of technical issues. I mean, the story was glitchy and the most frustrating thing for me was that when it reached to the climax, the big screen was like 'ok, it's stopping time.' cause it suddenly went black before it turned on again but the screen was all fuzzy and shit.

It turned to a ruined night cause of that. We didn't watch the movie fully but at least we got refunds. Another thing to add to the icing on the cake is that .. - drum rolls, please- I got to sit beside my damn CRUSH! Yeah, I said it. It was okay and we talked a bit on about the movie and stuff,

Yeah, so, overall I enjoyed my time of freedom and hang outs with my friends and of course with my beautiful and lovely BFF. I .. I hope one day when we're all grown up, I could meet up with them again and sorta hung out like we did when we were at Johor.

I hope. I dreamed. I loved.

The girl smiled
Feeling the blossoms of her heart sprout
But she knew it had to end
Because everything that starts
Has it's own destined ending.

- Izzy

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New Clothes For A Special Trip To Johor!
Hey y'alls! Today, mom and dad bought some new clothes and equipment for me to go to Johor! I'm so excited and happy at the same time! I mean come on, who isn't now? after getting all those new stuff, rightt? Anyway, I still can't play LIS episode 2-5 and I'm disappointed right now. I really wanna buy the episodes and play them on my own but I guess that'll have to wait.

So, yeah. Also, I bought a hoodie and I think, I could be Maxine Caulfield for awhile and like, lean against a wall, plug some earphones and chill with my new hoodie. Oh my gosh! Hell yeah!

My hoodie isn't brown like Max's. It's more of a dark navy blue like Ciel, a.k.a my husband's hair colour. Hehe.

The girl was smiling
Felling utmost happiness
After a thousand sadness
Came eating her smiles.

- Izzy

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